Hey. The name is Erina Anastasya Balqis. Erina for short. Just a fifteen-year-old girl (2013). Yes, I'm a girl. Random Kpopers. Nothing special. Just an ordinary girl. Sometimes can be damn childish, annoying. I'm not perfect. I am a BANA, INSPIRIT, ANGEL, CROWN, KISSME, BABY.... I can't describe it. It's too many! A leacturer-to-be. Wish me luck.
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| And there's d.o who was like : all hail my kingdom. |
there you go, i'm in love with them
i'm in love with all these silly boys. i can't help it. their songs, d.o's voice is just-argh!! his voice just... I don't know how to describe it. But being in their fandom, of course, too many obstacle we have to face. But i'm going to stay strong in this fandom nonetheless. EXO-L. If you guus know me better, you'll know i'm that type of a person who will never turn my back on something. LOYALTY, the best way to describe me. If there's something i released, it because they want to, okay. Okay! Stop it right now, we have no time to describe the shits out of me.
As what had i just said just now, too many obstacle we have to face. First:
Kris's departure
I don't know what to say, it hurts me like bitch. He left. He's one of my fav. I missed your gummy smile. I missed your foolishness, i missed your cold stares, i missed you. i don't know if i can finish this without shedding a single tear. I missed the old them. Just, missing them a lot. I know, it may sounds like a desperate fangirl, but i am, indeed desperate. Oh my, Kris, please know that, there's millions of desperate fangirls missing your smiles.
Okay dude, your departure had left a big impact on EXO-L. And it's not a good one. But i know, being in the group would not help you any better. I don't know how you suffers, and that's why we released you to make your own solo carrier. Probably that fits you better. We'll always have your back, okay. Take care of yourself, we respect your decision because all we want is for you to be happy. Okay?
Alright, next
Baek's dating scandal
This one...... I'm not sure whether i'm furious, or happy, or just sad, i don't know.
Seriously, i'm kind of sad knowing our sassy baek is dating. With my bias in Girls Generation. Oh, how worse could it be? I've been liking taeyeon since i heard her voice. You watch To The Beautiful You right? She sang for the OST right? That was the time i started liking her. She has a very beautiful voice. And when i get to see her face..... Man, she's pretty cute.
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| "Hello there" |
Okay, that's it. Well, i don't know her well, but y'know i've been watching some of her variety show, and she just got me.... Y'know i think, she's good. And i started to know her bit by bit. I found out she's kind. I don't her well, well, this is my speculation. But i bet, most fans getting angry because they were caught kissing. Who wouldn't be angry right. I was sad that my bias was being bashed. But i felt like she deserved it, believe me, these thoughts came out when i was in fury, okay. I've said before, i'll never betray.
But now, thinking about these two, they're pretty cute. I don't know, the kissing scenes does affect me, in a way. But hey, we're being called fans for a reason- to cool them down
Alright, next!
The kpopers in asrama.
Yep, that's it. I left the remain kpoper in asrama to proceed my mission. Nahhh not really a mission. I just love to have at least one kpop friend. You know, hostelites isn't a big fan of kpop. They loath it. Pretty sad huh? So, i just showed them some vids of exo, well, not pretty much, but it is a success. I had just turned some of them into an EXO-L. hahahaha. And when they tend to become sooooo gedik i would say "eleh, dulu benci!". It's not to chase them away from the fandom, no! Just to have a sweet revenge. Hey, they used to say "Ape laa yang kau suka sangat dengan cina2 ni?". How dare you- okay. So, i'm pretty good at attracting people am i? Yeah, you're welcome.
Luhan dropped from exo
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| #StayStrong |
I can't say much about this. I don't know. This is actually the main reason i'm being emotional right now. I don't know. I can't take this lightly. I'm pretty sad knowing the rumors are quite on track. Him leaving? Oh my god, my deer. It's his decision. Oh my god, i don't know what am i writing right now ugh. When jessie's departure from GG- yeah she was kicked out- I was like what the hell? What the hell? Do you even know what you're doing? Holy shit! Goodluck facing you decreasing stocks! But then Luhan's news came out i was like... speechless. I don't know. Some of my tlist reaction even want to get out of the fandom. I mean, they are really mad. Me too, indeed, but i'm too furious i can't even explain with words. When Kris left EXO, i was in hostel, so i was not able to bash them. But Luhan's news came out when i'm not anymore a hostelite. SMENT you just make a big mistake dude.
Okay, maybe some of you probably think, that it is luhan's fault. But, hey, think again. 2 members- if you sum up, it's 4- in a year? Oh, come on!
The hashtag #AlwaysWithLuhan had been trending. It's not for nothing tho. He's sad. He's very sad, i know that. Leaving your friends, oh my god, i've been there before. He even left a message on his insta, i think it's for the exo members. But i just pretend that it's for me, nonetheless.
"I just wanna all of you to know that i love you all,"
Luhan is a man-pffffftt- i know that. If SM is not at fault, no one will leave, okay. Think logically okay.
Okay! I think i need to end this now. I don't think i can write any longer. Sleepy, need sleep. Having and exam, on Thursday. WISH ME LUCK!
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Song Joong Ki
The top in my heart :)
Lee Hyun Woo;
The second in the chart :)
Jung Daehyun;
Takes the third place :)
Cha Sun Woo;
Oh! He gets the fourth place! :)
Lee Chan Hee;
And he is the last one in My TOP 5 :)
Others;
Just a consolation :\
- Lee GiKwang
- Kim Hyo Jung
- Kim Byunghun
- Yoon Si Yoon
THE LONGEST ENTRY EVER!!
14 Oct 2014 • 07:38 • 0 comments
okay, for a very long time i haven't update and too many things have changed. too many, i can't tell. funny? sad? anger? i don't know. i'm actually in rush. yeah, just the time when i visited my facebook- hell yeah i haven't visit my fb for years too, okay- i saw my blog link. oh my god, then i take the chance to write an entry about it. i'm being pretty emotional tonight i don't know what is wrong with me. i'm supposed to be studying right now, but hey, the laptop is infront of your eyes. raise your ass if you can resist.
okay, for the very long time i am keep resisting about being an exo stan- exo-l- well, now i am one of them. i can't help it. they just drop dead gorgeous- oh stop it. and there's these news i can't handle i don't want to talk about it now.
and.... guess what? i'm out of the hostel. thanks to one particular creepy warden, she scare me the hell outta there oh my. but hey, that's not the main reason, i tell you. my mum wants me to attend tuition, well, hahah and hey, i think abt my future too okay. and that's it. i moved out. leaving my friends aside. but i'm not regretting it. it's not just because of reputation i'm talking about- i love my friends, hey- it's that, i'm staying with my decision. i can't do anything about it. regretting about it will not make it any better.
i've gotten bigger.
that's it. i've gotten these friendly fats of mine since.... late year of 2013. since the time i love EXO. thanks, guys. when you love a group, you can't, -you just can't!- resist the feeling of wanting to know moreeee about them. hahaha so, when you want to know, damn, staying infront of computer all day long, who wouldn't have gotten fat? right? i think exo have gotten me into a curse. oh and i need to update my bias list lol. but not now. i promise, somewhere in december. I PROMISE.
i'm in lov-no, obsessed- with exo
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| And there's d.o who was like : all hail my kingdom. |
there you go, i'm in love with them
i'm in love with all these silly boys. i can't help it. their songs, d.o's voice is just-argh!! his voice just... I don't know how to describe it. But being in their fandom, of course, too many obstacle we have to face. But i'm going to stay strong in this fandom nonetheless. EXO-L. If you guus know me better, you'll know i'm that type of a person who will never turn my back on something. LOYALTY, the best way to describe me. If there's something i released, it because they want to, okay. Okay! Stop it right now, we have no time to describe the shits out of me.
As what had i just said just now, too many obstacle we have to face. First:
Kris's departure
I don't know what to say, it hurts me like bitch. He left. He's one of my fav. I missed your gummy smile. I missed your foolishness, i missed your cold stares, i missed you. i don't know if i can finish this without shedding a single tear. I missed the old them. Just, missing them a lot. I know, it may sounds like a desperate fangirl, but i am, indeed desperate. Oh my, Kris, please know that, there's millions of desperate fangirls missing your smiles.
Okay dude, your departure had left a big impact on EXO-L. And it's not a good one. But i know, being in the group would not help you any better. I don't know how you suffers, and that's why we released you to make your own solo carrier. Probably that fits you better. We'll always have your back, okay. Take care of yourself, we respect your decision because all we want is for you to be happy. Okay?
Alright, next
Baek's dating scandal
This one...... I'm not sure whether i'm furious, or happy, or just sad, i don't know.
Seriously, i'm kind of sad knowing our sassy baek is dating. With my bias in Girls Generation. Oh, how worse could it be? I've been liking taeyeon since i heard her voice. You watch To The Beautiful You right? She sang for the OST right? That was the time i started liking her. She has a very beautiful voice. And when i get to see her face..... Man, she's pretty cute.
.
.
.
.
.
.
|
| "Hello there" |
Okay, that's it. Well, i don't know her well, but y'know i've been watching some of her variety show, and she just got me.... Y'know i think, she's good. And i started to know her bit by bit. I found out she's kind. I don't her well, well, this is my speculation. But i bet, most fans getting angry because they were caught kissing. Who wouldn't be angry right. I was sad that my bias was being bashed. But i felt like she deserved it, believe me, these thoughts came out when i was in fury, okay. I've said before, i'll never betray.
But now, thinking about these two, they're pretty cute. I don't know, the kissing scenes does affect me, in a way. But hey, we're being called fans for a reason- to cool them down
Alright, next!
The kpopers in asrama.
Yep, that's it. I left the remain kpoper in asrama to proceed my mission. Nahhh not really a mission. I just love to have at least one kpop friend. You know, hostelites isn't a big fan of kpop. They loath it. Pretty sad huh? So, i just showed them some vids of exo, well, not pretty much, but it is a success. I had just turned some of them into an EXO-L. hahahaha. And when they tend to become sooooo gedik i would say "eleh, dulu benci!". It's not to chase them away from the fandom, no! Just to have a sweet revenge. Hey, they used to say "Ape laa yang kau suka sangat dengan cina2 ni?". How dare you- okay. So, i'm pretty good at attracting people am i? Yeah, you're welcome.
Luhan dropped from exo
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| #StayStrong |
I can't say much about this. I don't know. This is actually the main reason i'm being emotional right now. I don't know. I can't take this lightly. I'm pretty sad knowing the rumors are quite on track. Him leaving? Oh my god, my deer. It's his decision. Oh my god, i don't know what am i writing right now ugh. When jessie's departure from GG- yeah she was kicked out- I was like what the hell? What the hell? Do you even know what you're doing? Holy shit! Goodluck facing you decreasing stocks! But then Luhan's news came out i was like... speechless. I don't know. Some of my tlist reaction even want to get out of the fandom. I mean, they are really mad. Me too, indeed, but i'm too furious i can't even explain with words. When Kris left EXO, i was in hostel, so i was not able to bash them. But Luhan's news came out when i'm not anymore a hostelite. SMENT you just make a big mistake dude.
Okay, maybe some of you probably think, that it is luhan's fault. But, hey, think again. 2 members- if you sum up, it's 4- in a year? Oh, come on!
The hashtag #AlwaysWithLuhan had been trending. It's not for nothing tho. He's sad. He's very sad, i know that. Leaving your friends, oh my god, i've been there before. He even left a message on his insta, i think it's for the exo members. But i just pretend that it's for me, nonetheless.
"I just wanna all of you to know that i love you all,"
Luhan is a man-pffffftt- i know that. If SM is not at fault, no one will leave, okay. Think logically okay.
Okay! I think i need to end this now. I don't think i can write any longer. Sleepy, need sleep. Having and exam, on Thursday. WISH ME LUCK!
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